I think I fully understand how people addicted to cigarettes or any drugs feel. It is so difficult to get by each day in the absence of what you want so much. I almost feel that it is the denial of the drug, more than the desire to consume more that truly makes the addict feel like a fish without water. It's like the mind is caught in the infinite loop of wanting the most and acquiring what it does not possess, but very much desires to. The addiction gnaws at you till the drug is the only thing you are capable of thinking about.
As you try to break the habit, each day becomes a mission in itself. You always start strong, and slowly, as you start cutting it lose and replacing it with a penchant for something else, less harmless, gradually you find yourself beginning to slip back. What can be the solution? Do not let go and be unforgiving. If you go easy on yourself, you are bound to ease back int the old routine, and the addiction. This is not the time to self-destruct. So, suck it up.
What am I addicted to you ask? It's the worst one amongst them all, love..
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